Pregnant!!!

Tomorrow I find out whether I'm having a boy or a girl. I'm so excited to finally know and to be able to go buy a few outfits and maybe just bond with my baby a little more, so I don't have to call it an it. Previous to this week I wasn't showing AT ALL. I sort of looked like I had a little gut, but definitely not pregnant. But yesterday I woke up and put on some clothes and I looked at myself and I can actually tell a little bit now. So I'll have to post some pictures in a few days.

Originally when I found out I was pregnant I was so so SO excited. Kind of scared, but relieved that I still had 9months to prepare. Now that I'm 19 weeks into it I'm not scared anymore, I just want the baby. I feel mentally prepared, and now I want my little munchkin, and I want to be a mom.

A year ago when I moved here I was pretty miserable, just because it was such a huge change and it just felt too overwhelming. But now almost a year later from when I moved here, it feels like home. I couldn't imagine ever leaving, I love the area, I love the people, and I love being so close to Michael's family. I wish I could be closer to my own, but being close to his side is wonderful. They are all so helpful and I keep feeling closer and closer to all of them and I love it. It's funny to me when I hear people rant and rant about their in-laws, because mine are incredible and are definitely not stereotypical. I just feel so blessed to have married such an incredible man and to have married into such a terrific family.